Last Post

This is the last post from me on this blog.

It didn’t turn out to be what I wanted it to be, and one of my friends told me that if something doesn’t work out, don’t force it.

If anyone’s missing me, call me!

Well, that’s it!

Little post

I just got to know, that it’s snowing in N.Y.C. right now. Oh… I sooo wanna be there! Hopefully, I’m going in March. That’s the plan.

Winter is sooo beautiful there. I would like to see the Rockefeller Center, with the huge Christmas trees and the Times Square, and the Central Park…

Insted of being there, I’m fighting with MS Office to complete a document for some administrative stuff. It’s embarassing. Whatever. I just keep on doing it. It’s important for my bookkeeper.

Somebody arrived. Gotta go! Have fun!

Hey Friends!

Where are you? I know, basicly all over the world, following your dreams.

I just wanted to let you know, that I LOVE YOU!

and I miss you!

Have fun!

Recent changes

Yes, there are some changes recently in my life, which are quite determinal.

It’s like my world is turning upside down completely and I have no influence on it. This is ridiculous. This could mean only two things: Either I’m going to have a mental breakdown and give up, or actually my dream is just coming through, but first there are some parts of my life to be set or closed down.

I’m at a point to say, whichever is happening, just please, do it faster, cause I wanna see the end of it. This is just too much. Well, I’m over some troubles right now, but I can’t relax. I still have my hope, and I feel, everything is gonna be OK. At least I hope!

Finally, this year is ending, this is the last month. I hope, it will be the best of it. This year, my whole life had turned around itself twice. I hope, I’m still going forward!

Cheers!

I tell you a little story…

There was a farmer living on the county with his son and one horse.

One day, the horse escaped from the farm and disappeard. Everybody in the farm and in the neighbourhood was sad and felt sorry for the farmer.

Some days passed and the horse came back bringing other wild horses with it. Everybody in the farm and in the neighbourhood thought how lucky the farmer was.

The farmer’s son really liked to ride a horse and was very good in it. One day, he fell off the horse, and broke his backbone. He became crippled and had to sit in the wheelchair. Everybody in the farm and in the neighbourhood was sad and felt sorry for the farmer and his son.

Then the news of the war arrived to the neighbourhood and soilders came to recruit into the army, and all the strong and healthy men were enrolled into the army. They went to fight for the mother country and died, except the farmer’s son…

 

Hearing that, I wonder what do we call bad luck and luck?

Closing

This is the toughest month so far. I have closing next Tuesday, and I’m just running around from one negotiation to the other. Talking to people all the time, dealing with details and also managing new programs. Exhausting. This is gonna be a tough Q4.

We had a conference on the weekend about how to improve your processes – that was great. But I didn’t sleep much I need to manage my time much more efficiently. I know, I’ve been working on this for months. But still, I have more to do on this field.

Everyday, I have this feeling of loving my job more’n'more. This is great! This is such a great feeling to know, you’re on the right place at the right time with the right people around you. Knowing this, I feel confident and great This is not like a job. I feel like I’m just living my life, and all parts are OK.

Well, almost all parts I have a gap at the love & relationship side right now, but I don’t have bad feelings about it. It’s quite right. It’s not something I would be able to control, so it’s not something I will be worried about

Have a great week!

Cheers!

One year passed

I just got one year wiser

This one year brought much change into my life. Let’s sum up what happened:

Same time last year I was recovering from the incredible birthday party (as I remember). I was an employee, a junior trainer at that time preparing for my next trainings and a huge project. That project was determining in my life. It was really serious and lasted for half a year. I’ve learned a lot during that project. What else happened in this one year? I’ve been to Paris That’s such a beautiful city. It was awesome and amazing to walk around there, to practise my poor French and discover the city. I’ll definitely go back there in 2 years… Than I bumped into OVB (or actually it bumped into my life) and I started to build up my new life as an entrepreneur. I love it sooo much. It makes my dreams come true. I’m improving everyday, and I’m in a motivating, vibrating environment. Being an entrepreneur requires a very different mindset from being a subordinate and I’m still learning it, but I got better

What else happened in this year?

I’ve met new, interesting people and I’ve become a member of a different group. I love it. I’ve been involved into a serious relationship Big love, big emotions… but it’s over now. I’m happy we became friends at the end.

I’m having a much bigger social life nowadays. We have regular and random parties, we hang out a lot with my team (when we have time), we have fun all the time. I like it. I really enjoy it. e.g. we went to the Red Bull Air Race together, we went to try a canoe together (that was funny and wet), we organized a birthday party together (not mine )… so we’re having fun all the time.

I’ve also started a new course recently about setting up and maintaining an enterprise. I like it really much, cause I use the knowledge everyday.

I also changed my style from last year. I mean different clothes (business suit, high heels etc.), different hair cut, different office I love these changes. I loved to be 23. This new year is gonna be fabulous also! More fabulous! I have a BIG Goal till the end of my 24th year! (But it’s SECRET!)

Have fun any age you’re at currently or any age you feel you are!

confused, but starting to get through the fog…

I have sooo mixed feelings right now.

First of all, I had a great week! I had fun, I had work, I’ve created my plan for the next half year, and I’m following it up already. I have started a new course related to my work, and I’m continuously meeting new, inspiring people. So all is great, isn’t it?

Well, I feel like, but there are always distracting factors. Like some of my partners don’t deliver upon their promises, some of my customers want to change their mind all the time, I have challenges everyday. I think the biggest challenge right now is to keep myself on track. But I do, so I’m proud

I’ve started a new workout called Calanetics. Do you know it? Well, I didn’t, but it is really great. It works. It is really shaping my body I feel more energized and I fit into some old, favourite skirts and jeans, so I like it. I’ve started it about 3-4 weeks ago with my leader, Kata, and we both feel better. Ok, to be honest, after the first 2 occasions, we were about to die from feeling stiff, but now, it’s better. I also want to swim about twice a week. I hope I can fit it into my daily routine

Why am I confused (as I wrote it in the title)? I really would like to write about it, but I’ve gotta go now!

Cheers

I don’t want to talk about it…

It was a hard day for my ego

Hopefully I’m on the way of beating my individualism, my stubbornness and all my negative habbits, and turning them into something positive. I feel like I’m too practical in a way that just makes hard to be cool, be silly, be not sooo serious.

On the other hand I’m still not precise and practical enough.

How is that?

Let’s not answer this question today. I’m just waiting for inputs from you!

“Happiness is when what you think, what you say and what you do are in harmony.”

/Mahatma Gandhi/